..and hoping my roommate will leave me the tv >_<'''' I promised Sho chan I'll watch it tonight T_T (XDD)

My boyfriend left Japan this morning and I already feel lonely ;_;
And I also feel guilty 'cause at the very end he gave me these:

I love them SO much *>_<* I wanted them SO much!! *>_<* Thank you... T//////T
わがままなあたしを大事にしてくれてありがとう♥ ;__;


And about my Japanese exam...
I went to school yesterday but when I realized it was too difficult for me I asked the teacher if I could give up on it and repeat the same class from January, promising I will seriously attend lessons. >_< And he said it's ok! ^_*b So now I'm on holiday till January 7th! XD


BUUUUUUUUUUU~T!!!!!!
( Today is a very special day )

And~ it seems Arashi are going to release a new single soon! XD
The new song will be named "Sora takaku" and will be "Saigo no yakusoku" theme song. Let's wait for more news~ ♥

What a worse moment to get influenza than when my boyfriend come to visit me from Italy.. =_=;;
I feel so bad I can't stay out of bed more than 30 minutes. Anyway, you know, I absolutely need to talk about Arashi's concerts ♥. And sorry if I'm late ;_;


Well, they were so obviously awesome ♥. And even if I enjoied a lot the kokuritsu one, concerts without that heavy rain are way better!


( 12/4 )




( 12/6 )

My room is freezing, whatever I do to try to make it warm it's always freezing!! T_T
Anyway, recently I'm not going to school... I attended 7 days of school in almost 2 months and I feel guilty but I can't help it. Lessons are terribly boring and I don't like almost all my classmates. I've got the exam in 3 weeks but I really have no idea of what to study...
Well, I've never been a student who always attended lessons... In middle and high school, at university and here.. I've always tried to skip lessons ^^; I wasn't a bad student and I always got good marks in my exams (except for high school because I hated it), I just didn't like going to school.. school causes me a lot of stress, even if I don't think I'm worried about something it causes me stress. And for the same reason I always got sick whenever I had an exam.. ;_;


By the way~

First of all...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY FRIEND yuko87 !!! ^___^
Hope you had a beautiful day ♥


I'm sick... my temperature is around 37.5 now but it's going up... T_T And the ironic thing is that I got sick trying to sleep in my bad UNDER MY FUTON!!! Now try to figure out how freezing was my bedroom yesterday... T___T

ANYWAY! I'm sick.. I can't go shopping tomorrow.. I'll probably can't go to work the day after tomorrow.... but today I'm happy and this fact won't change! *^_^*

Today i received Arashi's concert tickets! ^__^ And it's always exciting when you find  the blue envelope in your mail box, even if this the first and last time I can find it in mine. ;_; I quickly opened the evelope in order to see my seats, already expecting two seats in the last row of the second floor.
But I knew Arashi can make miracles happen, and I realized it even more since I've come to Japan. So I took a look to my tickets ( and seats are in... )


Then, today I went out for shopping in Shibuya and Harajuku with genki_ya ! ^_^
Since tomorrow I planned to go for shopping with my friend Georgia too (still didn't know I will have got sick tonight T_T), I bought more photobooks/cds than other things.. but I found something I've been looking for for a whole year!!! *_*

( click click click )

Well, it's already November 3rd here so there's an important thing I HAVE TO celebrate~

...my 5 darlings 10TH ANNIVERSARY!!! *^_____^*





I wish I could do something special to celebrate their belated anniversary but I have work tomorrow. ;_;
They sent me (and other fanclub members) a beautiful present, instead! ♥

( waaaaa!!!!!! )

Hi~ ♥
I would have wirtten this post earlier but I was busy with work and didn't have the time to oepn livejournal ^^;

Anyway, Ayu's longest tour ever has come to its end last Thursday.. and I WAS THERE too! *_*

( What should I say.. )

Then, last Thursday was also the day I had two wonderful news <3
( for Ayu and Namie's fans! )
Jaa, see you~

Konbanwa~ ♥
Finally I had 3 full days without work and I'm going to spend them relaxing at home and cleaning my room. I really need to spend some time at home. ^^;
What should I say? I really spent all my past days at work so I don't have anything to say ^^; But I still wanted to write an entry XD

Last week I bought my agenda for year 2010. ^_^
I wanted to buy Hobonichi techo just like this year, the new pink version is so cute ♥ and I enjoied this agenda so much this year <3 Anyway, while having fun with my friends at Kiddiland in Harajuku I fell in love with a Rilakkuma schedule book I just HAD to buy! ^^; Because I love Rilakkuma as a really few other things in this world and this agenda has a pretty pink cloth cover and enough space to write whatever I'd like to write ^_^
And talking about Rilakkuma... I absolutely WANT these plushies!! *___* They're so cute ♥ and they're cuter from real ♥ Aaaaaa~ dou shiyou~??? I already spent all my money T___T


( Then, about my fandoms... )

Ok~ it's all for today! Tomorrow I have school... T_T
Oyasumiii ♥

Thank god, today I didn't have work.
I had school instead. To say the truth school started 2 days ago, but the first day I wasn't in the mood for school and yesterday there was a typhoon >_< So today was my first day of school! ^_^;

But I'm tired, I'm TOO tired... T_T I work 6 days a week and always come back home in the night.. I don't have time to do anything.. and today I'm so tired I feel sick ;__; So, sorry if I'm not leaving comments on your journal recently... I'd like to comment everyne of them but really have no time and forces.. T___T


Anyway.. I think Arashi love me ♥
Haha, I know they don't know me and I'm not crazy XD  But they're always there for me and it makes me feel loved.
Yesterday too. I was going to work after typhoon. I was tired and sad. I arrived at an unknow exit and got lost in Shinjuku station so I was upset. And at that moment.. I looked in front of me and a big poster of Arashi promoting new VS Arashi was there and made me smile. Of course I took a picture with my mobile and put it on its screen. ^_^
What I want to say is that whenever I'm sad, whenever I'm lost or feel lonely or just need someone's smile Arashi suddenly appear in front of me on a poster or a magazine cover I see by chance while walking on the streets. And their lovely smiling face makes me feel better. That's why I love Arashi.  Maybe there would be thousands of people in this world that can act and sing and dance better than them, but none of them can give me what Arashi gave me in these two years. When I'm happy they make me laugh, when I'm sad they make me smile, when I feel lonely or I want to give up they always give me the strenght I need to keep going on. With their music, with their beautiful smiles.. those wonderful guys helped me so much I will never be able to thank them properly. But I'll always, always, ALWAYS keep supporting them. It's the only way I have to show them my love. ♥

体中風を集めた僕ら、支えきれない悲しみも、
あなたがいたから　笑顔にできた。
(...)
僕ら交わした声が消えないのならば、
誓えるよこの愛を１００年先も。
(...)
ありがとう…"これからもありがとう"

Lol...

I was watching Ayu's Asia tour 2008 dvd and what did I see there???


( ......... )

First of all....

OMEDETOU to my five wonderful guys ♥ for their first million selling album!!!
嵐、おめでとう♥


Then, a cute meme I stole sometimes ago from loveandcoffee !

( under the cut.. ) 

I'm not in the conditions of writing a report, I'm still confused and excited.

I arrived  at kokuritsu during Aiba's solo so I lost the first 6 songs, I didn't even have a rain coat so I got completely wet..
But it was the BEST CONCERT EVER!!!! ♥

I  can't believe I saw my 5 darlings live, I cried so much and had a lot of fun. <3
Rain was really heavy but they never gave up and did their best to encourage us instead.
Those guys really are AWESOME ♥

THANK YOU, ARASHI.
これからも、ありがとう。♥

１１周年目もよろしくね。♥

Is a very special day! *^^*

First of all...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST FRIEND giupiko  !!
Have a happy birthday dear ♥


And of course....

HAPPY BIRTHDAY JUN!!!!! >////<

Thank you for everything<3


And the day has come!!
I'm leaving home for my part-time job in a 30 minutes and after that....

♥ ARASHI ♥

Can't believe I'm going to see them live in a few hours!!! <3
Darlings, mattete ne!!! >_< ♥

There are fans outside kokuritsu and some of them already posted part of the setlist on mixi.
If you want some spoilers...

( ..click here!! )

is going to start in a few minutes!!!!

Finally our guys' long-awaited 10th aniversary tour will start!!! ^____^

I'm a bit jealous of the people that are going to meet them today but I have only 2 other days in front of me so I can't help but being excited!! *_*
Can't wait for the concert to end and read something about  the tracklist and the whole show. <3 I really want to know what they're going to do this time *^^* I'm sure it's going to be a wonderful tour <3

This is the first day, the whole tour will end on next year's January, so from now on...

ARASHI, GANBATTE NE!!!! *^________^*

Today I went to kokuritsu for buying Arashi's concert goods!! *_*
...and I spent too much money T__T

( this way for a brief report.. )

... that I'm going to Arashi's concert!!! *___*
And I'm going on Sunday 30 (Jun's birthday <3).

I work on that day but I asked if I can work since 1pm to 5pm instead of 2pm to 6pm and they said ok!
i still probably be a little late and not be able to see the first 2 or 3 songs.. but I'll see all the others <3 I'll be at Arashi's 10th anniversary concert on Jun's birthday!! *__*

And no, I didn't pay 50.000 to get tickets! ^^

I knew that Arashi want to meet me... U__U*


Can't wait for Sunday~ *_____________________*


Oyasumiiii ♥

I wanto to go...
Tickets for next Friday will be on sale only until tomorrow.
I wonder why they don't reduce the prices since nobody is going to buy them..

I just CAN'T leave home next friday without a ticket in my hands... ;_;
I also decided to don't go to A-nation because of Arashi's concert...

Damn, I was so happy I was in Tokyo for their 10th anniversary...

I'm seriously thinking of buying a ticket for 50.000 yen....


And "5x10" is so sweet and makes me cry so much... ;_;

I finally found a part-time job!!!! *^___^*

I will work in an Italian ice cream shop starting from next Wednesday!!
Unfortunally is not my beloved Grom, but this shop's ice creams taste good too ♥
The shop name is CREMAMORE ^_^

Moreover, I'm going to work at the Shimbashi shop, the one under the nippon terebi palace! ^_*



And tomorrow I'm going to Johnny's shop for the first time!!
I've always thought I won't ever need to buy Arashi's shop photos... well, I was wrong ^^;;;;;;
I'm in love with "Everything" shop photos and some others and I absolutely want to buy them *_*

Of course, I'm still looking for 2 tickets  for Arashi's concert in kokuritsu but i can't buy tickets at those prices.. and I absolutely want to go to their concert... T___T
Let's hope in a miracle....

I failed in getting Arashi's kokuritsu tickets....

I WON'T GO TO ARASHI'S CONCERT!!!

Really, I'm crying now....
I wanted to go there SO MUCH. I thought since I was in Japan I'll finally menage to see them live.

But I failed.

I still wonder WHY I decided to enter their fanclub....


And I wonder WHY those stupid people can get tickets ANYTIME!!!???!!!!


I feel so sad.... ;__;